Not now…

ITs that time again. That trough that hits you.
Life isnt like the movies, which is fucked up because that is more or less what takes up 90% of my life.
I dont even think I am depressed anymore. Its more wrestlessness mixed with the unknown.
I am in a rut, yet I dont know my next step.
Thats why its all wrong right now. My mind is empty, whats worse I am sick as shit, and it is still really hot at night, so I have to sleep with a fan.
What next

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